So WI last week went really well, I lost 7 pounds! I told you that gain would be motivating! I also earned 40 activity points,which has been a long term goal of mine. This week however, has not been looking very well, and makes me nervous.

I have still been working out, and even did my first “indoor” 5k(53 min.). I have been eating pretty well and it sure why the scale is showing me up about 5 pounds right now. Perhaps my body just hates me? I will be very honest, I find myself disgusting. I look in the mirror and I still see the big fat ass standing before me. When I don’t do well on WI, it makes me feel rather worthless, even though it is not rational. I am heading to the gym this afternoon, and hoping it helps for tomorrow’s WI.

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